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Why would he do that? Mom wanted to know. Do you want Derek to propose?
I blinked. Its hard to credit, but I hadnt actually thought about it in those terms. I mean, I had thought about him proposing. I had pictured it, wondering if he would, and wondering how Id respond if he did . . . but I hadnt ever considered whether I wanted him to. Our relationship was pretty perfect just the way it was. We saw each other every day, worked together most of the time, spent more time together than most married couples . . . but at the end of the day, if we wanted to, we could get away from one another. We had our own individual spaces. And down the line, if things didnt work out, we could separate a whole lot more easily if we werent shackled together in bonds of holy matrimony.
I dont think so, I said eventually. At least for the time being, things are fine the way they are. I dont need a ring on my finger to know Im in a relationship.
Mom nodded. Its early days yet. Taking the time to make sure how you feel before you make any decisions seems wise.
I glanced over at her. Is that what you did? When you met Noel?
Mom smiled, her blue eyes sparkling. I knew the moment I set eyes on him. There was no need to take any more time than that. I just had to wait for him to realize it, too.
How could you know? I mean, isnt that kind of like falling in lust?
Hard to imagine anyone lusting after my portly and past middle-age stepfather, but surely it isnt possible to love someone from the moment you set eyes on them? Anyone else Id met, who claimed to have fallen in love at first sight, had gotten burned. Derek with Melissa, Kate with Gerardme with Philippe. Then again, Jill had probably fallen in love, or at least in lust, with Peter at first sight, and they seemed to be doing OK.
It isnt like that, Mom said. When its right, you just know.
So if I dont just know, then it isnt right? Because I thought I knew with Philippe, and with Will, and with Ian, and with Gareth . . .
Mom shrugged. I dont know what to tell you, Avery. I knew as soon as I met Noel that I wanted to be with him, but of course Id known him for a while by then. Online, you know. I knew he seemed to be a nice man and that we had a lot in common; I just hadnt actually met him yet. And with your father . . . I was twenty-one or twenty-two, he was handsome and charming, and I fell flat for him. And we had a good life. We had you. Wed still be married if he hadnt died.
But if you and Dad were still married, what about Noel?
I dont know, Avery, Mom said. These are some very big questions. But if life had taken a different turn, and Kenneth hadnt decided to go for a ride late at night, and that other driver hadnt hit him, and we were still married . . . then maybe Claudettethats Noels ex-wifewouldnt have decided she needed to stretch her wings and find herself, either, and theyd still be together, too. Or he would have met someone else he liked, who made him happy.
Different futures?
Something like that.
So why didnt the two of you just live in sin?
At my age? Mom chuckled. Were old enough to like the convention of marriage, I guess. I was brought up to believe that youd meet someone, get married, and settle down. And Ive already had one good experience; I wasnt afraid to try again. There is safety in marriage. And I like the commitment. Its too easy to leave if youre not married.
Theres that, I admitted. The flip side of easily being able to dissolve the relationship is that its too easy to dissolve the relationship. (Yes, I know its the same thing. The difference is in how you look at it.) Would I want it to be easy to dissolve my relationship with Derek, I wondered. My instincts said noId want to hold on to him for as long as I couldbut if he wanted to leave, would I perhaps feel differently?
Dont worry about it, Avery. Mom patted my arm. When it happens, youll know what to say.
You think?
Of course, honey. She smiled and looked around. Well, this hasnt changed much.
We had reached Main Street, and I looked around, too. No, I imagined it hadnt, not since the last time Mom was here, and not in the eighty years before that, either.
Thats Dereks apartment, I said, pointing to the windows above the True Value hardware store. He has a loft on the second floor. It used to belong to Peter Cortino, but when Peter and Jill got marriedand Melissa divorced Derekhe moved in there instead.
Seems like a fair trade, Mom opined. You know, Avery, when I was here before, I dont remember there being quite so many handsome men in Waterfield. Derek, Peter Cortino, and that chief of police isnt bad, either . . .
Well, Peters new. Hes only been here for five or six years. He moved from Boston, I think. Not too long after Kate and Shannon.
An Eastie. Mom nodded. I recognize the accent.
Right. And no offense, but theyre all younger than you are. By a few years. When we were here for Aunt Catherines funeral, Derek wasI counted on my fingersnine, and Wayne Rasmussen was probably twenty or so. Its not likely you would have noticed him.
Thats true, Mom admitted. Still, I can see why you like it here, Avery. She grinned.
So youre not disappointed? You dont wish I was in New York, working on Madison Avenue? After all the time and effortand expenseof putting me through Parsons?
As long as youre happy, Mom said, its all that matters. If youre happy, Im happy.
I smiled. We linked arms and continued up the sidewalk.
Since it was going on lunchtime, I took her by Dereks favorite deli and bought her a lobster roll. She agreed that it was excellent, and she even ordered a Moxie to go with it, while I stuck to Diet Coke. Afterward, we headed back out into the ice and snow toward Aunt Ingas house.
We had gone maybe a block or so, to just outside John Nickersons store, when we came face-to-face with Cora Ellis and Beatrice.
Cora looked worried, her round face pinched and her eyes shadowed. When she saw me, she grabbed my arm.
Whats going on over at Kates B&B, Avery? Why are the police there?
There was a problem overnight, I explained. When we got to work this morning, we found a body in the carriage house.
Her fingers tightened on my arm. A body? Whose body?
Cora has lived in Waterfield most of her adult life. She must be wondering which of her friends or acquaintances had met with an untimely demise.
I hastened to reassure her. Nobody local. It was Kates ex. Shannons father. From Boston.
Beatrice gasped.
Oh, no, Cora exclaimed. How awful! Was he in town for the wedding?
We dont know why he was in town. Except that hes been hanging around with Shannon for the past couple of weeks.
Oh, dear. She must be devastated, poor girl. Cora glanced at her own daughter, who seemed pretty devastated, too, considering that she didnt knowcouldnt have knownGerard.
Shes pretty upset, I said. She hadnt known him longapparently there was very little contact while she was growing upbut theyd seen each other pretty regularly the past few weeks, from what I understand.
Oh, dear. What happened to him?
I shrugged apologetically. I dont really know. Wayne mentioned something about poison, but Im not sure whether that means he was poisoned deliberately or if it could have been an accident. And then he couldnt breathe. Not sure whether that was accidental or on purpose, either. Maybe a side effect of whatever he took. As for what he was doing in the carriage house in the middle of the night, I have no idea. I guess Wayne and Brandon will have to figure that out.
Oh, dear. Cora shook her head sadly.
I took the opportunity to make introductions. Cora, this is my mom, Rosemary Carrick. Mom, this is Cora Ellis, Dereks stepmother, and Beatrice . . . um . . .
/> Gremilion, Bea murmured.
Beatrice Gremilion, Coras daughter.
Nice to meet you. Mom shook hands with both of them. While she and Cora discovered that they had both grown up in Portland and set out to decide whether they had any old friends or experiences in common, I turned to Beatrice.
How are things with you?
Fine. She smiled. It didnt reach all the way to her eyes, but I didnt think it was anything personal.
Are the Stenhams treating you OK? Youre still up there at the Clovercroft site, right?
She nodded. I hardly ever see them. Melissa stops in once in a while, but I rarely see anyone else. Theres no construction going on, either.
I shook my head. Sometime over the summer, a back-hoe turned up human bones on the construction site. The archaeology department at Barnham excavated and decided that it was an old Indian burial ground. Penobscots or Micmacs or something. And now the various nations are arguing over who has jurisdiction and whether or not to re-inter the remains. Ray and Randy just want to dig em up and get rid of them, of course, but the tribes would prefer that their ancestors stay where they are. Understandably so. If they were my ancestors, I wouldnt want to dig em up, either.
On the other hand, Beatrice murmured, one can understand why the Stenhams just want to move forward with their project.
I nodded. Oh, sure. Theyve paid for the land, paid for the survey, paid for materials, and paid to get things rolling . . . and now its all just sitting there, and they cant do anything but wait it out. It could take years before some sort of decision is made, and its an unholy mess.
I smiled, since the idea that the entire construction zone was lying barren, and that the Stenhams and Melissa were unable to cash out and get their investment back, brought me great pleasure. Small of me, no doubt, but that didnt stop me from reveling in the feeling. Maybe theyd even fall on hard times and have to stop buying up land and putting up cracker-box houses. It wasnt like they were hurting. Their other development, Devon Highlands, was going great guns, with parcels selling for more than a hundred grand each, and the houses topping out at five hundred thousand or so. So thered be presents under the Stenhams Christmas trees this year, too, I was sure.
Im sorry you have to sit there by yourself all day, I added. It must be boring.
Beatrice shrugged. Im used to being alone, she said. And Im finding things to do. Straightening out the Stenhams bookkeeping is a big job. Theres been some very interesting balancing going on.
Really? I guess maybe Carolyn Tate wasnt quite the treasure Melissa claimed. I should have known she was exaggerating.
Melissa had gone on TV after the accident and extolled Carolyns virtues as a bookkeeper and member of the team; heck, practically a member of the family.
Beatrice didnt answer. Looking around for a distraction, she found it in John Nickersons display window. Wow. What a great dress.
Isnt it? I moved to stand next to her. I was actually thinking about buying it. Letting John keep it until after Christmas, since I dont want to destroy his decorations before the Victorian weekend, but putting a deposit down so I can wear it on New Years Eve. Wouldnt it look great with black stockings and black shoes, and with a big, black flower at the waist?
Beatrice glanced down at me. Like most everyone, she has me beat by a few inches. You could pull that off. I dont think I could.
Of course you could. Although that style probably isnt the best choice for you. TooI hesitatedgirly.
I knew her to be under thirty, younger than me by a few years. But she was looking older than her real age at the moment. Her mouth was pinched and her features strained, and there were shadows under her eyes, like maybe she was missing Steve more than shed thought she would.
I added, What I meant was, this isnt your kind of dress. You need something more sophisticated. More elegant. With your figure, you can pull off high fashion. I cant. Im too short, for one thing.
And not bony enough, for another. My face is round, my nose is pert, my hair is kinky; there is nothing elegant or sophisticated about me. While Beatrice had that clothes-hanger figure down pat and cheekbones for days.
I had a part-time job in the accounting department at Filenes Basement on Boylston Street in Boston for a while, Beatrice said, her lips curving reminiscently.
No kidding? Filenes is an institution. Designer clothes at fifty to seventy-five percent off, and then theres the Brides Run . . . Why did you leave it?
She glanced over at me. Steve got this incredible job with an incredible salary, and I didnt have to work anymore. I could just go home all day and putter. He told me I should take advantage.
How long ago was this?
Two years. She stared into Johns plate glass window. At first it was wonderful. Wed been struggling to make ends meet for long enough that I appreciated not having to worry about money. Id been holding down two and sometimes three part-time jobs so Steve could finish school, and suddenly we had enough that not only did I not have to work anymore, we could hire someone to cook and clean. I didnt have to do anything but sleep in, go to lunch with my friends once in a while, work in the garden, go shopping, and not in the clearance racks. . . .
But?
But eventually I got bored. I had everything, but no one to share it with. Steve was always working. Weekdays and weekends, holidays and vacations. Thanksgiving, Christmas, our anniversary, and my birthday. He was just never home.
That must have been hard, I said, sympathetically.
She shrugged. Not compared to what some people have to deal with. My dad used to beat my mom black and blue. Steve never raised a hand to me. We never argued, never fought, never even disagreed; he just wasnt ever there.
So you left.
She nodded. Better to be alone by yourself, than alone with somebody, dont you think?
I guess, I admitted.
Nice lady, Mom said after wed said good-bye to Cora and Beatrice and were on our way up the hill toward the Village.
Cora? Yeah, shes great, isnt she? Ive been looking forward to introducing the two of you. I figured youd get along.
They invited us for dinner tomorrow night. Of course you and Derek are included.
I nodded. I had heard Cora extend the invitation and had assumed as much. Ill tell him. Although you do realize itll be much easier to discuss us if were not there, right?
Now, why would we be talking about you behind your backs, Avery? Mom wanted to know and slipped her hand through my arm again. Youre not sixteen. It isnt like Noel and I have to approve of your boyfriend before you can go out with him.
It helps if you like him, though. Not so I can go out with himsince we were a ways beyond that by now but because its just nice when you like my boyfriends. I dont think you ever have.
Youve dated some real duds, Mom said calmly. Starting with that garage band musician in high school and ending with Philippe. Phil. Whatever. Not a decent human being among them.
Dereks a decent human being.
He seems to be. And I remember Ben Ellis from when I was growing up; hes always struck me as a nice guy. And I really like Cora. Although her daughter seemed . . . Mom thought for a second before she said, judiciously, Troubled.
I nodded. I had noticed the same thing. Gerards death seemed to have upset her, for some reason. Maybe she was thinking of Steve and realizing that anything could happen to him in her absence. She just left her husband. Hes always working and never home, so she figured if she was going to be alone anyway, she might as well be alone by herself. Or with her family around her.
Mom nodded. Its a good thing, living in a time and place where a woman can leave her husband without legal or moral repercussions.<
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I had honestly never thought about it. Being able to leave a dysfunctional relationship seems like it ought to be a right. Its a sad thing when marriages break up, but sometimes, its the only choice. But Mom had a point: In other parts of the world, it was a right many women didnt have. Even in our part of the world, women hadnt always had it. As recently as a hundred years ago, women didnt have the right to vote in elections. And as Miss Barnes and Derek had told me, up until World War I, the navy hadnt been willing to accept women in its ranks. As soon as the war was over, it kicked back out the ones whom it had relied on.
And even now, there were women who wanted to leave their husbands and couldnt for fear of repercussions. I had a feeling Cora knew all about that. So did Bea, having grown up with an abusive father.
Looking on the bright side, I said, at least it doesnt sound as if Steve is the possessive sort. I dont think hell be showing up in Waterfield with a shotgun.
Be grateful for small favors, Mom said. There have been too many murders in this quiet little town already.
10
The Waymouth Tavern is located a few miles outside town, overlooking the ocean and the small islands that dot the Maine coastline. Rowanberry Island, where Dereks Colonial house is locatedthe Colonial house that Derek wants to renovateis one of them, and we pointed it out to Mom and Noel over dinner. Noel had the lobster, of course; you cant visit Maine for the first time and not have lobster. Mom had crab cakes, and so did I, to show solidarity and because I like them. And Derek, being Derek, had a burger and fries.
Hes one of those supermetabolic people wholl never get fat because his body burns calories so fast, and usually, when theres food in front of him, he focuses on eating it. To the exclusion of anything else, including conversation. At first it bothered me, since I took it to mean that he wasnt interested in me or what I was talking about. Now I know that it doesnt mean anything at all, except that hes hungry. Once he gets some food into him, hell pay me attention again. This evening, in an effort to impress Mom and Noel, he was on his best behavior. I even managed to get a couple of words out of him between bites. The rest of the time, Noel, Mom, and I held down the conversation. Mom told Noel how downtown had changedor notsince she was last in Waterfield, and how wed met Cora and Beatrice and been invited to supper tomorrow, and how nice Aunt Ingas house looked and what a marvelous job Derek and I had done on the renovations.